Half year gone.

I woke up before two hours and checked the Calender,oh damn again a half year gone in my life.Time really goes to fast down here in Thailand.But there was something with a 100k challenge if i remember right?well i think i need to get realistic that i cant handle this year because i really have definitely the worst half year in life.I really got to much health problems and the only person i can blame for that is myself.
I had a couple of crazy good days and really guys i had a lot of fun but now i need to get really some discipline again.Not only in poker also in my lifestyle.I started already today with a small walk and believe me or not i still Limp and i think i look a little bit like quasimodo when i try to get more speed lol.
But whatever i have not much of a choice i will eat better and drink maximum once per week.

Im also Single again and i really tried to figure out why,maybe it was the think when my Girlfriend bought some turtles and gave it to a monk in a sea.Set them free and i will have good luck again,also she bought some Bird and released them out of the cage (yes also for good luck)
Thais and Western people believe in different things,i know this is only a business.So they make money with that.She told me so happy that my luck will change now,and i told her i will actually more happy if this wasted money is still in my wallet hehe.
She didn't liked that and i guess i hurt her feelings to often.
Maybe it was the future teller which she visited,before she left me.Dont know what this witch told her lol.

Well Pattaya is definitely not a place to get bored or stay alone,so if i really wanna find a new nice lady it is easy but im actually happy to be alone again.Think some people are not born to have a relationship,and if i be honest i really suck in be a good Partner.Single life is much easier,and it is also more easy to look only after myself.

Good funny story from yesterday,i drunk on a Bar with an Australian guy he really looked like Tommy lee Jones.He was a fun guy,he told me about hes friend Steve a professional Gambler.He said he knows everything about Poker i introduce you.So i went with him to a Place where i met Steve.He opened hes Pokerstars account.I saw in the Lobby exactly one Star in the Vip Status so i smiled had a drink and left quickly again.Professional?kiss my a.........
Alright guys need to relax a bit before i start grinding.
Good Luck to everyone!
Heiko