Saturday result

I will try  to describe my feelings which i had today,i checked my graph from the year and i done before 2 days a big check in Pokertracker togeter with a good friend.He showed me everything about Allin luck and stuff.
Well i was running so unlucky and it gave me again a little more confidence.
It is not always the feeling that you have to pay bills,also when you run bad.Oh my god i choose this job and i got the advance that i only have to take care myself.Of course i will get in exchange no help too but to be honest i will be also to proud to take it.I never asked for a staking or when somebody won something i rang him and was extra nice to him.

Lets face the truth i was this time after running so long so bad not really prepared to keep my lifestyle up.And god knows i had nightmares to come back to germany only that a student who never worked in his life will tell me how to do the Job.A kid spoiled all hes life from mum and dad,and when he once stays on hes own toes he will just fuck up hes life more than my gay neighbour done it when he falls in love :}

This time guys i didn't joke and i was more down that you all will imagine and when you know me and read that blog you also will know i just recovered from India.
The biggest joke was this time that people which i know from poker,and yes they are skilled too done some jokes because i only get small money out of it.
Guys believe me,with a small bankroll and my history you all will just run back to mama or ask daddy for some help.
Whatever today i proofed when i play focused and when i get also my luck again it will be not easy to beat me.
I done not only one Final table,no it was two tonight and i also cashed close to every single one ;}
And now before i go to sleep i just show you my last game ....

PokerStars Tournament #404554112, No Limit Hold'em
Buy-In: $20.00/$5.00/$2.00 USD
7119 players
Total Prize Pool: $142380.00 USD
Tournament started 2011/06/25 10:00:00 ET


Dear Niedman,

You finished the tournament in 1st place. A USD 19,581.57 award has been credited to your Real Money account.

You earned 2,026.89 tournament leader points in this tournament. For information about our tournament leader board, see our web site at http://www.pokerstars.com/poker/tournaments/leader-board/

You have also received USD 90.00 in Knockout Bounties for this tournament. You won bounties for the following players: 6pokep, chriskelly82, stvteam, sasagete, tr0f1m, Pete81, Kapam6a, sup-sport777, rh300487, legobaby, Martagaby, mikes_572, OV_8, le pistash, markoni84, athos.adr, luckymo32, Niedman
Note: As you won the tournament, you also won your own bounty.



Congratulations!

Thank you for participating.

By the way it will be this time really nice if nobody ask me for staking or lending some money because i really hate it when people only call when they want something.
Thanks for your fu.... attention :}
Heiko